He said all this shit...If he truly wanted me he would say that he wanted to be with me. It's so fucking obvious He said what I said was sweet...and he will take it into consideration...and that other stuff I said was wonderful and every time I pleaded with him to just pick her and end this for all of us he said "I can't lose you completely". But if that were TRUE…there would be no hesitation as to who he would choose. He would choose me if that were true. There shouldn't be hesitation.

[Male Voice:]
Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these leftover feelings of you,
'Cause I don't know,
And tell me how I'm supposed to feel,
When all these nightmares become real,
'Cause I don't know,

[Male Voice:]
And I don't think, you see the places inside me that I find you,
[Male & Female Voice:]
And I don't know, how we separate the lies here from the truth,
[Male Voice:]
And I don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
Exactly what we're supposed to do.

[Male & Female Voice:]
So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,
So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,

[Male Voice:]
And I don't think, you see the places inside me that I find you,
[Male & Female Voice:]
And I don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
[Male Voice:]
Exactly what we're supposed to do.

[Male & Female Voice:]
So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,
So leave me, at the Roadside,
And hang me, up and out to dry,

[Male Voice:]
'Cause I don't think, you see, the places inside me that I find you,
[Male & Female Voice:]
And I don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
Exactly what we're supposed to do.

[Male Voice:]
Exactly what to do.

Rise Against - Roadside