On friday I went to my therapist appointment then went over to Jason's house..Cuddled, played on his Wii, watched a movie...Had a break from the movie when the pizza came and spent 50 minutes trying to roll a joint with this joint roller his friend lent him..Finally gave up and smoked the pot in a pipe. It was so dry so I got really high really fast. It was funny. I had to phone my mom to see if I could sleep over (I had pretty much decided I was too stoned to go home) and I had to act normal. I thought she was gonna notice. Fun times. So, I slept over. Then today consisted of us waking up at 3 pm and playing video games and cuddling and showering (seperately). I feel like when I left something was wrong or whatever because he didn't hug me or even look at me when I left...But I'm sure it's nothing (I hope).

Got home at about 7 pm and phoned him at 7:30...He said he was going to hang out with a friend and that he'd call me later. But guess WHAT! He didn't fuckin' call. I'm so annoyed (and sad). I hate it when people say they're going to phone and then don't. It's like..Don't fucking tell me you're going to phone if you're not going to phone.But I'll carry on like nothing is wrong. He'll probably bring up the whole "we're moving too fast physically and emotionally" thing... -sigh- I feel trouble coming. Either that or I'm just being paranoid. Let's hope I'm just being paranoid!